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Monday, 09 November 2009

  • Worst. Houseguest. EVER...

    Starting to wonder if there's merit to that old saying "Nice place to visit but I wouldn't want to live there." 

    Ants?  Been there done that.  More or less conquered the buggers.

    Geckos?  Cute from a distance.  Their movement still startles me and I have no desire to play with them the way my kids do, but they really don't bother me any more.

    Rats? Oh yeah there was that one stuck in my car door.  Good times.

    Mice?  I can hear them occasionally in the garage.  I've dealt with mice in previous homes.  Feel I can handle it.

    Cockroaches?  The hardest critter for me to get used to, but I don't scream as loudly when I see a big'un any more.  And I have actually reached the point where I can even just flick the little brown ones away if I see one on my car door frame or whatever.  In getting the ants under control, we got the happy side benefit of somewhat getting the giant roaches under control as well, so we really haven't had trouble with them in the house for a while now. 

    But CENTIPEDES?!?!?!  CRAWLING ACROSS MY TV ROOM FLOOR?!?!?!

    Uh.  No thank you.

    Worst.
    Houseguest.
    EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Gotta love being terrified in my own house. 

    The worst part is that Willy leaves for Korea in the morning and now I get to live in complete terror for the next 10 days wondering if I'm going to have to try to conquer one of these things myself.  *shudder* *gag* *convulse*  I will seriously just curl up and die if I have to face one alone.  A giant flying B52 cockroach sounds almost welcome after seeing this thing creep across my floor.  ACK!

    A close up cuz I know you want to see the detail... *shudder*  (Thank goodness for zoom... no way I was getting close to it to get the detail.)



    A little better shot to give you size reference.  See Willy's giant man fists?  I'd say this one's at least 6" long.



    And just to make sure you get the full freak out factor... a little video for your viewing  torture pleasure.



    Sleep well.  I know I won't... 

Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • Howdy howdy howdy. Happy Halloween...

    Once again, we experienced a deep sense of satisfaction as we roamed the neighborhoods begging for candy trick-or-treating and watched lightbulb after lightbulb go on over peoples' heads as they put two and two (and two) together and figured out we were all in costume cahoots together.  Halloween 2009 was a success (minus one hat and one wig which caused more drama - and laughter - than could have been expected).

    The Campbell Crew, Toy Story style...



    Mr. Potato Head and his Missus

     

    Little green army man at least 1000x magnified...



    Howdy howdy howdy.  I'm Woody.



    To infinite...and beyond!



    And Jessie the Yodeling Get-this-wig-and-hat-off-me Cowgirl

     

    How sweet and cooperative she was the night before at our church's Trunk or Treat activity!  Like a completely different child.

     

    You've got a friend in me...



    Happy Halloween!

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • I NEED to blog...

    And I don't mean a blog with the massive photo updates that I know I've promised.  I don't mean the huge summary of the great time we had with family who came to visit recently, either.  I mean some heartfelt, what-the-heck-is-going-on-inside-my-head kind of blogging.  I haven't done it in a long time.  I NEED that outlet.  So here goes.

    I'm having a hard time deciding which is the best word to describe myself:  lazy, selfish or unmotivated.  Maybe just tired.  Or depressed.  Scared.  Or apathetic.  Some days I think I'm shamefully arrogant and other days I'm more insecure than I care to admit.  How can I be arrogant and insecure at once?  I don't make any sense to myself.

    Before you go saying "those words don't apply to you!" let me assure you I've got a whole portfolio of examples to the contrary.  Take a walk through my house and you'll see my laziness and apathy illustrated.  Watch me play enough games of Bejeweled Blitz in a row to get the friendly little PSA from the makers of the game that says "Wow!  We appreciate your dedication to the game and the fact that you've played 20 games in a row.  But please remember to look away from your screen and focus on a distant object from time to time." and maybe you'll believe that words like selfish and unmotivated really do apply.  (Unless of course we're talking about motivation to rank on the top of the Bejeweled score board.  Toss a brainless competition my way and that's apparently all the motivation I need.)   I despise my messy house, but I'm perfectly capable of sending the kids to bed at 8 p.m. sharp (because after 8 is my time-selfish example #832) and plopping myself in front of the computer for a few hours, or on the couch to watch t.v. instead of spending even a few minutes rescuing our disaster zone of a house.  Eventually it gets disgusting or overwhelming enough that I snap, turn into Monster/Martyr Mom, go on a rampage and get the necessaries done.  But then I have to add words like angry, bitter, jealous, and ugly to the list of descriptive words that I apply to myself.

    The arrogant vs insecure thing is maybe the most baffling phenomenon to me, and the one that has me scratching my head this afternoon.  Somehow in this apathetic, unmotivated self, there's a tiny being who thinks she's capable of ... well... everything.  At one time or another (and I'm not talking about childhood dreams... these have all relatively recently been tossed around in my head) I've had aspirations of being:
    • a singer/songwriter
    • an actor
    • a novelist
    • a children's lit author
    • a home business owner
    • a piano teacher
    • a "real" blogger
    • at my goal weight
    • a marathon runner
    • out of debt
    • a graphic designer
    • a school teacher
    • a photographer
    • a motivational speaker (BWAHAHAHAHAHA!)
    And while I've touched a few of these things with the proverbial 10 foot pole, I haven't actually worked consistently toward becoming any one of my dreams.  Because while I'm arrogant enough to think myself capable of everything (?!?), I'm so insecure that at the first inkling that I won't succeed, or the first realization that I'm grossly untrained for such lofty dreams and could never rub shoulders with the best of the best, I toss the idea aside and abandon it, slinking back to Bejeweled Blitz where I can, at least usually, make my way to the top page of the score board and consider myself a "success".  (Note to self - uninstall the Bejewled Blitz app from my Facebook account.)  Instead of investing time and energy into learning, training, and developing skills to pursue some of these aspirations, I give up with a quick self-reflection of "what were you thinking?!" and I move on.  I'm so terrified of failure that I find myself incapable of action.  And I am so paralyzed by fear of rejection and the notion that people can't possibly find value in the things I do have to offer, than I end up offering nothing.

    I'm sure this sound like some kind of self-flagellation, or worse yet, a desperate cry for praise and encouragement.  I assure you it's neither.  It's actually just a lead-in to my declaration that I will not give up on the project I'm working on right now.  Even though I'm feeling a HUGE amount of self-doubt and I'm going through that all too familiar feeling of "What in the world was I thinking, claiming to be capable of XYZ?!" I will not give up.  I may have to just find ways to forgive myself for my lack of housekeeping skills and my all-too-frequent Manic Mommy moments and I'm definitely not going to be taking on any additional lofty challenges right now.  But I will absolutely forge ahead with this opportunity I currently have and I will not allow myself to throw in the towel just because it's hard and a little uncomfortable to admit I need direction and help through the process.  I'll ask questions.  I'll welcome constructive criticism.  I'll work through obstacles and I'll figure out how do to what I need to do.  I will not quit this endeavor.  If nothing else, I'll accept that this is a really good opportunity to open myself up to the learning process.  And in the hopeful best case scenario, the experience will open me up to the success that I keep thinking I'm somehow capable of.  And then maybe I'll even be brave enough to tackle yet another aspiration down the road and see it through to success! 

    So I'm still not sure which descriptive word suits me best.  Scared but hopeful.  Lazy with a dash of stubborn determination.  Selfish but desiring to change.  In any case, I guess "human" probably sums me up best.  I'll accept that description for now.  I'm probably a slightly neurotic version of human, but I doubt that I'm alone, so I'll assume I'm in good company and just keep trying to improve.




    (Sorry I'm being vague about the actual opportunity I'm focused on right now... I assure you that the very moment it all becomes official I'll be here sharing the news!)

Saturday, 17 October 2009

  • Special October birthdays...

    "This month is such a special one it's birthday time for..." Ben and Brady!  (If you're not singing a song right about now, maybe you should listen to THIS and you'll understand my little reference there hehehe.)  Brady turned EIGHT on October 5th and Ben turned TWELVE on October 9th.  These are really important milestone ages in our church so this has been a pretty exciting month for our family and especially our two birthday boys.

    Here are a few pics from the boys' birthdays.  Yes, Brady's gifts are wrapped in leftover pink from Molly's birthday.  I assure you he was not the least bit offended.  In fact he requested it when I was pulling out wrapping paper. The boy heard the phrase "Tough guys wear pink" and latched onto it as his life mantra.  He calls it his favorite color, even.    For his birthday he got a scrapbook about him, age 6 (yeah yeah... I'm a bit behind), a High School Musical Dance game and mat (!!!!!) and some Pokemon cards, including a Charisard card he's been drooling over for months ( )  He was thrilled with his gifts, and delighted with his cake (must have sprinkles!)

       

    Ben had asked for white cake with cookie dough ice cream.  I'd gotten off schedule on his birthday and hadn't picked up his ice cream or wrapped his presents, so I left the present wrapping in Grandma's capable hands (my folks were both here the week of the boys' birthdays!) while I bolted to the store to pick up ice cream.  As you can see from Ben's struggle, Grandma is much fancier with her ribbon tying than Mom is.  Ben got his scrapbook, age 10 (yeah yeah...), an XBox 360 game and a model airplane kit.  He was thrilled.  And for cake?  No sprinkles please! "I hate sprinkles!"  Yes, sir!  (Please no praise for my mad cake decorating skillz.  I already know how much I rock.  )

     

    So the birthdays themselves were super fun and the kids enjoyed their gifts and treats and stuff.  But the really special day came for both of them on Sunday October 11th.  Ben graduated from the Primary program (children's group) at church and advanced to the Young Men group.  Age 12 is an important one for young men in our church.  "In the Church today, worthy male members may receive the Aaronic Priesthood beginning at age 12. These young men, typically ages 12–17, receive many opportunities to participate in sacred priesthood ordinances (like passing the sacrament) and give service. As they worthily fulfill their duties, they act in the name of the Lord to help others receive the blessings of the gospel."  (From www.mormon.org)  Ben was so excited to be ordained as a deacon, and was especially grateful that both of his grandpas were there to be part of his ordination.





    Sunday was a very special day for Brady, as well.  In our church, we believe that children reach the age of accountability when they turn 8 years old, and at that time they can choose to be baptized as members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.  Brady had been looking forward to this time ever since Ben was baptized!  He was so excited that his special day had arrived.   We don't take pictures of the actual baptism, but it was very special.  He was baptized by Willy in a baptismal font at our church, where he was fully immersed in the water.  It was so special to see my second son choose to be baptized and then be confirmed a member of the church.  I can't believe I didn't get pictures of it, but I'd made Brady a white fuzzy yarn lei for him to wear.  It turned out beautifully (if I do say so myself!) despite being my first attempt at lei making.  I'll have to take pictures of it another time.  I was really pleased with myself, and he was really excited about it, too.

     

    And if all that weren't enough...  Sunday was the first day Molly (who has hit 18 months old!) got to go to the children's nursery for the first time.  And she actually stayed there and didn't cry!!!!    LOL.  So it was a special and exciting day for 3 of our 4 kids (and one especially relaxing day for Willy who usually has to try to entertain Molly while listening to Sunday School lessons and such hehehe)

    Still working on playing catch-up, but I didn't want to let this part of the last month get any farther behind.   It was a really neat family week!!  Thanks for peeking.


Thursday, 15 October 2009

  • In case you were hoping to start your day with a giggle...

    A bit of Family Home Evening fun this week.  Nana and Papa gave Ben and Brady a barely belated birthday gift when they arrived here in Hawaii this past weekend:  An American Idol Double Dance Showdown!! Wooo wooo!!  This is how we entertained ourselves on Monday night.  Enjoy!  We sure did. 






    Then Ben got in on the action with some moves of his own.





    And Willy couldn't let the kids show him up.





    I know you're just dying for an evening of fun with the Campbells now!  You can only wish you were as cool as we are! 

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